I promised to give you a life of ease. To pursue your desires, tried to setup your music career. Was taking care of your worldly needs with so much more on the way. I promised you the latitude you wanted. You cant tell me any bf before treated you with as much kindness, respect and love as I did. All I wanted in return was just a little affection returned. And no, it was never about sex, it was about emotional bonding, you know that. I needed just a hint you cared and possibly could love me one day. Never before had I given so much or shared so much of my heart. I thought I knew you. I thought you cared at least enough for me to at least say good bye. I pray you find what you are looking for because you will never find another that could love and provide for you like I could have. Maybe that was too much all at once. Each day that goes by without a call or email just adds to realization of what I fool I have been. Used by yet another female and punished for being a gentleman. On the eve of two of the most important decisions and changes of my life, when you know I needed you most, you disappear leaving me alone. You were my inspiration and what brought me back to life. I could move mountains with your encouragement and knowing you are with me. Now I stand alone wondering why. So my sweet Angel go search for what you are looking and I pray you find the happiness I couldnt provide.